Posts tagged ‘Philosophy’

May 22, 2011

Million dollar questions $$$

maybe if my ♥ stops beating.. It won’t hurt this much..♬ now playing

This is the part where I am lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to sleep, and then I’m over-thinking, worse scenarios in my mind and memories playing….

Existentialism.
Who am I?
What’s my life’s purpose?
What’s wrong with me?
Where has my head been?

Mid-life crisis much??
NO. It’s too early. I’m not even 20!
But something is up and I have to figure it out before I go bonkers.

I don’t know what has happened to me, what I’ve become or what I’ve been becoming.
I didn’t go to church today because I think it would be unfair to attend when my heart and head’s not in it.

I’ve read a lot of books.. Purpose driven life, The 5 people you meet in heaven.. They were good.. And it may work for some (or most) people but not for me.
You know that saying,
“Never regret a single moment of the journey. If it wasn’t your destination, it was preparation.”
But what am I preparing? Where is my path? Aint I supposed to have two paths? The left and right? Then why does it feel like I’m taking a detour?

Why am I so confused?
These voices.. It always echo but never actually got inside my head. And I’ve been in denial.. But FOR WHAT? 😦

God only knows what we’re fighting for ♬
But I can’t even talk to Him.
I’ve had too many ifs and buts and 0 answers. NONE. NADA. NULL.

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April 30, 2011

Day 3: Say goodbye to turning tables

One.
Make them wonder why you’re still smiling.

Two.
Do not try to fit in. Stand out.

Three.
The best feeling in the world is realizing you’re perfectly happy without the things you thought you needed the most.

Four.

It’s not always about trying to fix something broken. It’s about starting over and creating something better.

Five.
After a while, you learn that you don’t need anyone else to survive.

Six.
No one is ever going to be there no matter what they promise you.

Seven.
Suck it up and accept it. Life has been some combination of fairy-tale and joie de vivre.

Eight.
There is a difference between giving up, and knowing when you have had enough.

Nine.
Admit your flaws, accept them, embrace them. They make you human after all.

Ten.
#1 rule to life: Do what makes you happy.

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