July 22, 2011
Whether it’s taking each other for granted or people changing over, bottom line is:
Someone STOPS trying and feelings AREN’T as strong as before. ☹
So I was sulking this morning with the rain and from waking up with what seemed like a very long sleep (as indicated by my clock) but felt like I haven’t slept at all because there’s a lot of stuff going on inside my head and I keep on waking between hours.
I found this video which I kept seeing on twitter months ago but never actually watched it but something led me to search youtube and it poached my heart really hard and I feel like blogging.
These are actually the songs played on the short documentary as written on the credits. I have a special love for youtube artists like David Choi and Kina Grannis amongst Cathy Nguyen (Marissa), AJ Rafael, Andrew Garcia and others.
I wasn’t born with enough middle fingers to let you know how much I feel. ┌П┐
But I think watching this video will suffice that I’m quite depressed right now (EEEW. that doesn’t even sound like me and my best friends are gonna roll their eyes when they read this) but the video is so sad and true and I know we all can relate to it.
April 15, 2011
It’s terribly difficult to find someone who completely loves you for the person whom you are.
Some people are meant to fall in love. But most of them are not meant to be together with the one they’re in love with.
“If a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen no matter what.”
— He’s Just Not That Into You
You gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time but it becomes easier to live with.
One morning you wake up, and he’s not the first thing on your mind.
“We’re holding on to pain.”
“because that’s all we have left.”
—Chuck Bass & Blair Waldorf, Gossip Girl
Wait not for the one who makes you take a second look, but for the one who makes you never want to look away in the first place.
It’s okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt. And it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay.
“We don’t choose who we fall in love with and it never works out the way it should.”
—No Strings Attached
It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it. But it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.